36 [M4F] #CT/RI- Be my autumn secret?

I've posted here before, felt guilt, left, came back, felt more guilt, left and stayed away for a long time. It's been a hot minute since I've been here last, but for some reason this time around I feel like I might get somewhere.

I won't make this a long drawn out post. I thought things were getting better with my marriage, but I was a fool to believe anything but. I'm currently searching for a woman in the same position as me who is willing to be my partner in crime.

About me: 6ft, average body, healthy and active. Shaggy dark brown hair and an easy going fun loving kid at heart, but also takes life at face value and can listen very well. Im a huge fan of music specifically metal/rock. I'm willing to give you all the attention in the world. I want you smiling 24/7. Yes, even when you're sleeping!

About you: I've never been extremely picky, I just ask that you don't bring drama and have the respect for me I give to you. Be an open book. Anything goes with me. That's why we are here, right? To find others in shitty situation and hear each other out and just have some fun to escape life for a while. Please be in CT or the surrounding area (MA, RI, Eastern NY)

Ideally we start out online but I'd love to make this an in person thing if the vibe between us is right. I've met in person with on 2 people before off here and they were short lived. I'm looking for something to grow into a somewhat long term thing. Who knows. There's so many ways a thing like this could go. Anyways, hoping to get a bite or two!