Losing everything including my mind.

I've lost everything in life love family friends even my sanity. I'm not able to lose no more I have nothing else to lose. Now I'm looking for hope faith and a miracle. Hopefully my person will see this, because I don't know how much longer I can keep going on. She's the one who taught me what love is showed me what love is! But we all have our moments and we all break down we all change. One thing I know for sure, our love hasn't changed. Our cycle has, we've been homeless for three years. Been through a lot, I think it's time for us to start going up again. But she has left me, won't say a word. Her mother has been causing me pain, saying Casey will see you today pick a meeting spot. So I did she never came. She said she's not coming. Then she sends me a video driving down the road both for about 20 seconds then she says if you can figure out what this is you can find Casey. The mind fuckery. My heart's broken my mind is broken my soul is broken my spirits broken. There's nothing left there's nothing more. I hope you see this love, cuz you are not this person you are caring loving person. You save people you don't kill people.CMO I love you forever no matter what happens!