Im all stimmed out and want to khole to fix my brain

1g of meth and 5g of 4mmc used in the last 2 days my tolerances are getting wayy tooo high I need to stop this shit.

I feel like getting in a khole can help somehow I dunno why,

I want to IM inject ketamine what would be a good dose I have done a few times and i feel like i get close but no there.

6ft 209lbs