30 [M4F] Online/UK - Tired of being submissive and wish you could peg and rim a big muscly guy?

Heya all so as a bit of back ground I’m 30 and based in England

I’m a switch but have recently started exploring my subby side, mainly through ass play and some light feminization.

I’ve been rimmed and fingered in the and all that dominant energy drained from my bones and I was left at someone else’s mercy.

That’s led to me fantising about giving up that control to a strong/assertive woman and her strap.

If you have similar thoughts or feelings, my chat is open and can take it from there!