I miss you..

It feels weird to experience new things and make new memories without you. I miss you being part of my life. I miss being in your life. We both had our problems, but we tried with each other. Even after we broke up and I had time to reflect, there were moments where I deserve better. For some reason I still want to forgive you even in those moments where I was hurting because I still love you. People say it truly gets better and I believe that. I just wish you told me that you love me. I saw it and felt it. Each day passes by and I still think how much I want to run into your arms. I gave so much effort and hope into us. I feel drained out and tired. This hurts me so much and I know this wouldn’t change anything about us. I love you still… I hope life is doing you good.. I type letters sometimes just to put it out there that I love you and you have a special place in my heart. I want to eventually move on and not feel the way I do anymore..