Rock Bottom

I dont even know where to begin, and yes I know have poor grammar. Its been 7 years of hell in my life. An the most I can account for it being related to is my spouse and the in-laws. I endured the losing of her father due to cancer. He left to soon, and was the glue for the immediate family my spouse knew and since then they have ghosted her. Her own mother went off the deep end with her own mental illnesses that got worse. * hoarding * * gambling* oxy cottin addiction. To the point my spouse and I weren't seeing the writing on the wall. We all rented a large house together but mother in law wasn't paying the full rent. Which lead us to be unlawfully excited in the end. No landlord told us about her debt till she the mother in law abandoned her apartment with us. Leaving thousands in owing. So we moved in with one of her old friends. And it's not a fair rental at all. We occupy a room that fits a queen mattress and they want full pop for it.

Now we have no where to go if it dosent work out with them. im on disability so affording a rental is nearly impossible. Ive tried doing courier services but they just canned my account cause I was below average in the area. And can't deliver anymore. They say i can appeal it but no guarantees. The sad part of all that it's the only job I can do with bipolar and ptsd. An now we have no Income. And are trying to move. Ive applied at many different jobs and went for interviews still nothing back.. but I did my job to the best of my abilities but nothing seems to add up. Just feel like giving up