I hate being born as me

Im a brown exMuslim queer 22 yo woman Im from a Muslimcountry I feel unwanted here because im not religious every place i wanted to go to seem to not want or hate people like me I know the people aren’t their governments but it still hurt i feel homeless in a sense i feel like i don’t belong anywhere all i ever wanted was leave to be myself But if i go to one of the places I can be myself they seem like they don’t want parts of me the more accepting ones are harder to go to I feel stuck i feel unwanted

Just wanted to vent thank yall