F28 long distance relationship turned me into sexting slut

I have this filthy little obsession I can’t seem to stop. I sneak onto adult chat sites and get off by sexting random guys. The moment a stranger starts telling me how they’d use my body, I’m dripping and playing with myself like a total slut.

Everyone who knows me thinks I’m this sweet, quiet, “innocent” girl. If only they knew how badly I love being degraded online, called names, told exactly how I’ll be fucked. It makes me cum harder than anything else.

I do have a boyfriend. He’s amazing, and sex with him is hot, but we’re long distance. While he’s pounding me during our visits, half the time my mind flashes back to the filthy words from random men I’ve been sexting. And honestly? That makes me lose control and cum even harder.