Looking for a best friend/safe person

Looking for a safe person, to be my bud and friend!

A safe person in my meaning is, someone who is not mean or abusive. BUT someone who cares about me and is protecting my feelings and or emotions. My whole life, I never was surrounded by good people, I never had that safe person as a child or teenager. I had to protect my own self with a behavior that wasn't good. I was never protected from abuse or pain. I just need a person who would be a safe person to talk with and to be friends, who wouldn't hurt me.

Fun/Weird fact: I was diagnosed with agoraphobia, which means....I cannot leave my house. When I do, it causes me to have a major panic attack, until I start vomiting or passing out. I force myself to get out once or twice a week. But I am always home! It isn't a life for me, but with my illness, and plus my disorder. It prevents me from leaving the house.

Second fun fact: I used to be in school for nursing.

Third fun fact: I am CPR, first aid certified.

Fourth fun fact: I have two babies that are 9 months apart.

Fun fact: I can hack into about anything. And enjoy fixing on electronics on my free time.

Fun fact: I made a 4.0 in college, made only A's and B's. Even was on the deans list, and was invited to this program to meet special people and for a rewards. (You can only go, if you are invited and I was invited because of my grades)

Fun fact: I write like this, because my brain is different. I am not a robot. Even though, I used to work with AI.

Fun fact: My eyes change colors with every mood.

Fun fact: I will always put others first, before myself. I will go out my way, to making sure someone is happy and healthy even If I am not. I love humans, nothing can change that.

Fun fact: I have been single for 2 years, I used to be a wify, but he lefty me. I was abused mentally, verbally and physically. I haven't actually been on a date in 2 years.

Fun fact: I love to cook, bake and clean! Just a passion for me.

Fun fact: I have been sick for my whole life. I was born not breathing, so I still go once or twice a month for steroids. I was diagnosed with chronic ill in 2024, but have been through many doctors for a diagnosis. I was sick my whole life, never had a childhood (well, because of that and trauma) because I am always too sick or hospitalized for it.

Fun fact: I used to own a snake named Kitty, a bearded dragon named Remi. (And yes, I am an anime person, I love watching anime)

Fun fact: I love to draw on my free time, if I am up to it. I mainly draw anime, or cartoons! I do turn them into stenciling for tattooing.

Fun fact: I am a horror fanatic, I love anything with horror. I enjoy reading horror books as well.

Fun fact: I can deepen my voice in a funny way.

Fun fact: I was in karate for 10 years, been in tournemnts, won trophies. So yes, I know how to fight.

Fun fact: I am a Christian, so I used to go to tournaments for that. It was actually fun, so it trained my brain to be very quick.

Fun fact: I have been diagnosed with a lot of mental issues, because of my trauma. But I use sense of humor as a coping mechanism.

Fun fact: I have been drinking coffee since I was 8 years old.

Fun fact: I used to be athletic, so I can do backbends, flips, kart wheels, splits.

Fun fact: I used to do tap dancing and ballet. Even was in the newspaper before ~

Fun fact: I used to play guitar, piano and the trumpet for many many years.

Fun fact: I have a twin sister. We are identical.

Fun fact: I used to work for AI.

Hi! My name is Courtney! (Coco or Cocopuff is my nicknames.) I am in my 20's, from the United States. I am part Irish, part Scottish with a hint of autism. (Kidding, I do have autism though) I have a lot of gastro issues, with a bunch of mental issues. (I have gastropathy, gerd, Chronic colitis, chronic gastritis, crohns and gastroparesis) (mental: General anxiety disorder, agoraphobia with panic disorder, bipolar, personality disorders schizophrenia, paranoia, ocd, abandonment disorder, adhd and adjustment disorder.) so, to the least, I am a very hyper, funny and crazy person! I can keep you on your toes.