lost any and all urge to create

I used to be able to create animations that helped me express my emotions and feelings through a visual representation but as of recently i have been bombarded with awful thought. for a while animation was the thing i thought gave me purpose but now i can’t even do that. i’m in such a poor mental state right now and the one thing that used to help me is no longer possible. I am making this post for the few people who like my videos, im sorry if this disappoints you. i do not think i am able to keep creating. i just wanna say if you want to you can use my videos for inspiration or even post them and claim them as your own, i do not mind. thank you all for supporting me through my posts, i hope nothing but the best for everyone.