My partner and I broke up. We are meeting each other tomorrow for my birthday as one last meet and then we’ll never see each other or talk to each other again after that.

I feel scared. I feel numb. This is the man I thought I’d marry. Pelli cheskundham anukunnam. He was the love of my life. He still is. Repu na birthday ki kalustunnam. And that will be the last time we will see each other again and go our separate ways. Em cheyyalo theliyatledhu.

Please give me advice on how to cope. How do I get through this?