Fall back into place

Hey...actually, I still hope things fall into place. That something happens and we can finally be together, with peace. I told you that night that you are the one I want all the future things with...I still can't imagine it with anyone else. It's always you I imagine wrapping my arms around. I want to proof it to you so bad, I worked on things. Give you affection, give my time, make you feel good about yourself. But I'm afraid I'm too late...I wish that thing never happened to us, perhaps we could have been in a good place now. And you were right about the holiday...I'm so sorry I wasn't out of my depression then; I didn't want it either, had to make a big climb back. I hope you want to give me a little bit of your time, so I can proof I want to do things right and grow together. I love you