Upgrades since higher self meditation

I posted the other day about my higher self meditation, and it’s like I’ve had an upgrade of sorts. Memories are coming back, of other lives, past lives and times in childhood was “out of body” or somewhat.

So yesterday I felt drawn to my backyard. I have a peaceful spot, very small mossy backyard. Beautiful trees, tiny house. It’s the happiest I have ever been on my own. So I sat down, and let the sun kiss my third eye as I slipped off my shoes and let my bare feet touch the earth.

Pretty soon I felt my my energy body kick in, I had the sensation of illumination, and it felt like my crown was open and energy was streaming right from the sun down into my feet and into the earth. I sensed my spirt guides or some entities supporting me. My eyes were open, but I was seeing with my eyes.

And now when I close my eyes it’s not dark. It’s the same expansion of vision I have had with psychedelics, although with not the same intensity of visuals. I’m not sure how else to explain. When I close my eyes it’s like I’m in a room, that is illuminated, but not bright, and it feels both small and enormous. I felt the same bliss I had the other day…actually I haven’t had a meditation where I haven’t gotten right back into this state.

I felt like I revived a download of information, and wrote down what I remembered receiving. Has anyone else had a sudden increase or upgrades in the last few weeks? Manifestations are coming within days, and I have more hope for our future than I ever have before. I remember that I’m here to witness this, not so much react to things.

I’m still integrating and trying to put pieces together.