I have a surgery date 😬

For the last 3 months the pain in both knees have been horrendous! I decided now is the time to have surgery. 2 surgeons said lose 60 pounds, the 3rd said 20-25 pounds. I started eating less and trying to get at least a little bit of exercise everyday. My pcp gave me a sample of Zepbound, but insurance didn’t cover it. I found compunded tirz, and lost 30 pounds. Surgery is in 2 weeks. Between now and then, I will have an knee injection in my other knee, an injection in my back for pain, a mammogram, a dental deep clean, I have to clean my house for family that are helping after surgery…This is too much! I’m trying not to freak out. I’ve been telling myself for weeks “the pain will get worse before it gets better, but it will be worth it.” I’m not gonna cry. I’m not gonna cry. I’m not gonna cry. If yall can do it, so can I 😊