Self sabotage; Quiet bpd

Self sabotage ? : Quiet Bpd

Hello I have quiet bpd and I recently became really good friends with someone ill call W, W and I would talk every day and did for months straight at some point I realized I made thos person my favorite person and started crossing boundaries and not realizing until afterwards, like calling them too much even when they were sleeping, spamming their notifications when they were busy. After correcting myself , apologizing, and realizing what I was doing. I confronted W and they said they were never upset with me I decided it may be best if I withdraw myself from the friendship. Not sure if W actually became a favorite person because its been a very long time since I've had a friend this close like this, I just realized how i was focusing my time so much on this one friend (honestly i do not have alot of friends im ngl) Can anyone give me any thoughts on the situation?