Context: substitute teacher who wanted to work again in the same region and city for financial, stability reasons. I started working in this town again yesterday and now I feel like I fuckef up by staying here. Small town the same 3 bars, no prospects for love (because the normal ones are already in relationships) a friend group I’m not crazy about, an apartment building that’s loud and neighbors that I hate. It’s all the same. So I asked if I made a stupid choice by staying here. 

Interpretation: 

I’m Ascendant in Pisces . Jupiter 20 degrees cancer 5th house. 
4th house in Gemini : Mercury  it’s the home-the place 
Moon 11 degrees in Gemini 3rd house. restless mind, overthinking, questioning.
Square to Mercury : my emotions are in conflict with the reality of the place. That’s exactly the “did I mess up?” feeling.


4th House (the place)

Mercury in Virgo, 6th house, conjunct the Sun : this place is tied strongly to work, daily routine, obligations. It’s not about fun or fulfillment, it’s a practical, work-based choice.

Aspects of Jupiter 
Jupiter trine Mercury & Sun : positive: the place supports you in terms of work, stability, and practical matters. It wasn’t a “mistake” from that perspective.

But it’s separating so it doesn’t matter. 

Jupiter square Mars (in the 7th) : tension with other people, conflicts in relationships, feeling at odds with my surroundings socially.

This is separating too so maybe things will get better? 


Also seeing Saturn in my first house it feels like it’s saying yeah you f up. 
Saturn retrograde, 29° Pisces, in the 1st : I  feel weighed down, stuck, limited.
Saturn square Sun & Mercury : that heaviness directly affects my work and daily life.

I checked the 7th house too because the most important problem I have with this town is the fact that I don’t have choices. 
It’s ruled by mercury which rules the place too. Could that mean something? 

So: the place is supporting me materially, but suffocating me psychologically, so yeah I fucked up dooming me to a forever alone life. 



Did I make a stupid choice by staying here?