Haven't Masturbated in a While, I'm Excited

I'm not sure when I touched myself last, but I'm doing it now. Finally. I can't describe how content I feel. I'm remembering how hot I felt recording my pussy getting stuffed with my dildo.

I hope I can reach that peak of arousal. Its so much fun. My pussy gets so desperate and sensitive. I love it so much. But that comes later. Right now, I'm just slowly fucking myself to feel how wet it gets. I wish there was a way to keep it in.

As I'm typing, it keeps slowly slipping out which in theory is hot. I'm sure someone will get a kick of how wet I am that my dildo slides right out of me, but I hate the emptiness I feel before I shove it back in.

I feel like I need it in at all times. Its addicting. I wonder, if losing my virginity will get me hooked like this. I kind of hope so.