I think being nsfw is the only way I get cared for.

At least that way I get compliments and feel desired for a bit.

I wish I didn’t have to do that, I don’t mind doing it, but it being the only way is kind of sad.

Don’t tell me “the right people… blah blah blah.” They don’t, no one does.

If I’m myself, no one stays. At least this way I don’t expect too much. If they ignore me after a single chat, I won’t be as disappointed.

How does it feel to be cared for?