Took someone else’s meds in the psych ward

I recently got out of a psych ward but while In I met a girl let’s call vanity . She was nice to me and thought I was “pretty cute” according to her . One of the first days I was there she crashed out and cussed out staff and flipped tables . Then she got into a fight . We decided to make a group with me , her , and another girl let’s call Emily . We called the group the suicide girls and we took each others medicine. One day vanity got caught taking a hand full of meds that were not hers and had to go to the hospital. I’m gonna be honest I took the pills to get high and was wanting to feel the pain. I just needed to get this off my chest . I keep thinking about it. I miss that girl. I can’t stop thinking about it.