Am I exaggerating my epilepsy?

Hi, how do I know if I’m exaggerating my epilepsy and effects? I just finished my first SEEG last week, and had 6-7 focal unaware seizures over the week. They need to review it in more depth, but it seems they’ll recommend cutting out my right hippocampus and right amygdala.

Does the fact that I even was eligible for an SEEG done mean my epilepsy is bad?

I feel really insecure and like the world isn’t real right now, I can’t tell if it’s the SEEG recovery or I’m just insane.