My 3rd KT session, a visual masterpiece plus an increase in perception

I was thrilled at the results of the second KT sesssion allowing me to revisit the 30 plus year old trauma from the death of my father. Heading into this session I chose to have my eyes wide open to include a visual experience. This 3rd KT experience came on really strong. Initially, I was not very comfortable. My head actually had a pillow behind it, but I was having a visual experience with YouTube green forest video. Pixels of the video were maximized. The KT showed me how I am so small in the grand scheme of things, it made me consider thoughts about the idea of the matrix, that you are just a small piece in this very complex algorithm. I think what I got from it was that you know life continues even after divorce, there is a level of connection that happened under KT to appreciate that familial connections continue even if they are altered. For some reason in the grand scheme of things, we are on this scene as family and individuals. Just appreciate the love of connection, don’t expect more or request more; It is enough. KT clarified that I had meant no harm in my marriage through past connections, you were existing. The treatment Let me see how small I am. I need to understand the fact that I won’t get to be with family always the way I want, but I must remember they are Special people in my life; don’t question their role. I will embrace the new reality and boundaries. I recognized that it is a nice feeling to be centered. Epiphany that Life will Have many things moving fast, but I must center myself and have goals and aspirations that are tangible and achievable. I was worried things were moving so fast under KT and I was feeling very unimportant, feeling very small in my Life experience. I am a significant piece of a puzzle I mean, have impact. With all of the speed and data dumps it felt like I was close to falling into the k-hole. It does feel nice to not br that close to the edge though, feeling like I would Fall into the k-hole. I don’t wanna be on the edge, I want to have value. My life has meaning and is not just a blip in existence. I have meaning at the end of the day, life is not just about carnal action. Life is not just the pursuit of feeling good physically it is helping others to succeed, family and friends to have success to see moments. Enjoy my new role in life to accept that. Independent. I’m not present for all those family moments, but I can help others in making healthy choices, value interactions with others. I am Infinitesimal, extremely small, but important. ————————————-

The room held me, a pillow pressed behind my head, visions rising like a YouTube stream— force, color, pattern— reminding me how small I am, a single spark inside a vast, complex algorithm.

At first, it was uncomfortable— edges too sharp, the matrix too infinite. But the current whispered: life continues, even after endings, even after divorce. Connection remains— altered, yet still real, still worthy of gratitude.

We are gathered here, family, friends, strangers, playing our parts on a scene larger than comprehension. It is enough to love. It is enough to exist. Harm was never my intention— I was simply here, breathing, becoming.

This vision showed me that I do not need to question— only to embrace. To stand not at the edge, but at the center. To move forward with purpose: tangible goals, a life with meaning.

I am not just a blip. I am a piece of the puzzle. A presence that matters.

And at the end of the day, life is more than the chase for fleeting sensation. It is about lifting, helping others succeed, witnessing small victories— family and friends finding their light.

I step into my new role— independent, not always present in every moment, but steady, choosing health, choosing connection, choosing to see life not as loss, but as continuation.

Centered. Small, yet essential. A thread in the vast design.

The 3rd session helped me to value and accept my new role as a divorced husband and single father. I found more meaning in my existence.