Anyone here hate their appearance sometimes like I do?

Hello girls! Alexandria(Alex/Ally) here. I am nonbinary and genderfluid. I hate my body hair on my torso and legs, and I hate my deep voice. I may get basic HRT to feminize my face and figure a bit, but I don’t want to be seen as a full on woman with breasts and a curvy body. Hopefully I am not the only one that feels this way. 😓