I finally came out but I don't know how I feel

I've been wanting to tell my parents for so long and today I did it. I told my mom and it was super emotional and I can't stop crying. She accepted me and said she knew since I was very young, but she still cried a lot too.

I don't really know how to feel. I just feel... well, like I'm watching myself say things subconsciously.

Does the pain ever go away? I feel like I should be happy or something but I just feel so emotional. I don't really know the point of the post I just sort of wanted to write it, ya know? :)