Cutting off family

Over a year ago, I went no contact with a close family member who I loved dearly. The reason for this was her significant other was involved with individuals accused of SA. She did not take it well, and the things I have heard her say about me really hurts to hear. I had been coping with it over the year pretty well, but last week, I heard she married him. This devastated me, and I am struggling to gather my emotions and how I am feeling. I feel that I am being viewed as the dramatic, jealous family member, instead of the reality. Thank you for reading.