Dear Em

Hi. You'll probably see this when you'll stalk me, but I've been thinking about you a little often lately. I'm not sure if I miss you, but my heart cries knowing how everything turned out to be. I wish only to be there for you, but I cannot. You deserve all the good things in the world because you are persevering, patient, and kind. I am proud of what you have become. Will always be no matter what will become of us. I always had faith in you. Always will. I'm so sorry for the pain I've caused you. Be happy always, langga. God will grant the desires of your heart.

Happy supposed-to-be monthsary. Will always remember, until I cannot.