V. Scared but excited

I’m literally so scared but excited for this surgery. Finally ready to get rid of the pain but i feel like I’m losing a part of me. Weird,right? I don’t know. I’m freaking out with every day that gets closer. I only know one other person that has had the surgery and it’s my SIL, but we’re not on speaking terms atm….. so I’m hoping you ladies can give me some words of encouragement🥺 and anything I’ll need post surgery for my recovery. ❤️‍🩹