Alone and confused

Hello, I have been in all of this for 3 years. My twin flame cheated on me and dumped me 3 years ago etc.. was going on and forth trying to contact her etc.. she responds badly etc.. until threatened me last year. I have been trying to gather myself ever since i had a heart attack etc.. 3years ago and mental break down etc.. feeling weird stuff on my chest as if i feel people's emotions physically.

Now 2 month ago she called and apologized but yet she told me im like her brother then changed her number and disapeared again.. Like she one told me we are twin flames. But im left alone and desserted by some one who should be "My other self" tho i never abandoned myself nor condescended myself.

I'm Orphan from young age was poor. Now im a good Software engineer self made man. But yet alone... I met another girl that has my Twin Flame's pattern but is nice and communicates also i can feel her strongly but yet she also left me because of a guy who also is like the one who made my twin flame dump me..

So i no longer understand Is this "Twin Flame" thing some kind of bullshit or devil made plane to destroy people who can bring good and potential to world?.

I no longer understand.. seriously alone & devastated. But at end i feel stronger than ever to have reached where im with out anyone to back me up or be around me. if you know what i mean.

All man needs from woman is simply companionship not feel alone. whilst i find that my twin flame or any woman always makes man feel much lonelier than they are.