Not doing well

How’s everyone hanging in there?

It’s been 2.5 months since I lost my dog and I honestly thought I was doing better but I’m not lol. Between losing my dog and starting a new, very challenging, job a month after. I’m a mess. I miss my dog, she was my rock. I work 3 12s so my days off are awful. If I don’t find something to go do I just sit at home crying over her.

What are you guys doing to keep yourselves busy?