24 [F4M] #online/anywhere - dom looking for a FLR

I've been thinking about posting here for a while, but for some reason I never did. What's the worst possible outcome? I don't make any connections, and my life continues to be the same? That's a risk worth taking. If you also want to post and have been avoiding it out of fear or anxiety, take this as your sign to do it. We can be alone together.

This will be a long post. I'm looking for more than kink, so sit down, grab a drink, and join this ride with me.

I'm a young woman, although I sometimes feel old, and I've been through some stuff which makes me feel pretty confident about what I want. I work full-time, am studying, enrolled in extracurricular classes, and am looking into writing a book. You could say I like the pain.. I started my kinky experience as a sub which felt like the right thing to do. I enjoyed it, sure, who doesn't like being someone's toy? For a while, the idea of being a trophy wife sounded tempting. I'll stay home, cleaning, waiting for my husband, and play into the nice family idea. But it felt like I was playing a role I wasn't supposed to. In a perfect world, I get to stay home and be in control hahahaha. Eventually, I started taking control in the bedroom too, and God, it's addictive. There are a few things better than a good boy on his knees begging for my attention.

As said in the title, I'm looking for a long-term relationship, someone who will be my partner in this life and will accept all of me, the normal, the kinky, the fucked up.. I want my partner to be obsessed with me, to know I'm the one in control, that they are mine, and they should appreciate that every day. But I won't be giving you tasks, and you will still have a voice. I'm not looking for a 24/7 kind of thing.

For me a d/s dynamic can be so much more than sex, knowing that someone craves to be with you and only you. That you have taken over their thoughts, you could be with anyone, you could cum whenever you want..Yet you are not interested in doing so if I'm not there to give you my approval.

I won't talk about specific kinks, such as pegging or bondage, I'd rather explore that in private. I will clarify that I see myself as a switch, I have some extremely "subby" moments every now and then, which mostly entail me being extra needy from time to time. And while I would classify myself as a gentel/soft dom, I can be a bit sadistic sometimes. All limits will be respected, though, and discussed ahead of time.

The post is tagged as online/anywhere because I'm not expecting to find someone who will fit into my criteria easily. If you live in an interesting country, I don't mind moving there in the future; if you don't, then you could always move here, or we could pick a new country together. Unfortunately, since I'm in the GMT-3 timezone, that means some people will have a really big time difference, so I might avoid those countries since I can't build something with someone who has more than a 12-hour difference.

Outside of kink, I'm attracted to power. I don't know how to explain it. Personally, I'm always trying to grow and get to a better place in life. I value that in a person. Imagine someone who goes to work, commands the room, has people following them, until they get home to switch completely and turn into an obedient, begging mess.

To wrap it up, physically I'm plus size, although I've started my "fitness journey," I'm not as interested in losing weight as I am in being able to climb or jump off a plane. Maybe I'll sign up for a marathon. I have pale skin, brown eyes, black hair, and random cuts/bruises due to my next-level clumsiness.

If this sounds interesting, then reach out, tell me about yourself, and what you are looking for. Please remember to specify your age and location/timezone. Feel free to attach a pic if you want and all jokes/fun facts will be highly appreciated.