healthy food obsession

looking for some help or advice if anyone else has gone through this!

currently in a sort of recovery not all in by any means but whatever and although i’m trying to eat a bit more i’m not doing great

im also becoming extremely obsessed with eating “healthy” or “whole foods” and avoiding tons of “ultra processed foods” and it’s getting difficult to deal with as it’s just turned into another form of restriction…

also i’m still tracking everything i eat and sort of obsessed with protein and stuff sooo yeah

any advice would be amazing