We officially said our goodbyes today

I don't know.. I'm sure he'll come across this one day but we officially said our goodbyes today. I'm never going to see him again, and I'm just so.. broken all over again. I thought I was doing ok, it was only a few weeks so I figured I would break again but God.. it's like the day he broke up with me all over again. Everything hurts, I don't want to do anything. I have no one to talk to I'm just alone in the apartment until I move out tomorrow... I knew it was a bad idea to see him to say goodbye but I just wanted some closure I guess... Look at where that's gotten me.. I've never loved someone so much