I hate being transphobic

Downvote this idc I'm a gay femboy so yes I'm LGBT I'm conservative ( socialist ) and Australian I try my best not to be transphobic but it still slips out there's this trans masc person I've been getting a crush for and I like him a lot but I can't get a hold of what I'm doing I see these woke idiots on social media and it just makes me hate trans people I know majority of trans people are trying to just live there lives the trans people I meet irl have been lovely but the ones online are just awful especially on discord I used to play a discord polsim where half the people were trans half of those having the same beliefs as me but the other half are just those transfers that are like "kill all men" and it just angers me so much looking for advice how to better myself