I'm grateful i got my first job but...

Hello po, i would like to ask for tips/recommendation po sana in my situation. Need ko po muna ng understanding, grateful naman po ako dahil pinagbigyan ako ng company ko ngayon na mahire ako kahit fresh grad ako.

Pero currently having a dilemma po if I should stay in the company or not.

• salary aspect, okay naman for fresh grad within 20-25k rate • with hmo, 1 dependent only • hybrid setup • with equipment • midshift

While staying sa company, narealize ko na the work is not for me. Micromanagement is super evident. Currently working sa role na dapat pala for tenured and experienced na talaga (i mean kung level 1 ako, for level 2 pala dapat siya, nalaman ko lang din to dahil sa ibang tenured na nagchika sakin). May dalawa akong ka-team na ni-corporate hazing, power tripping, at pinahiya ako nung dinner in my 2nd day pa lang pero sige pinalagpas ko. Yung manager ko minsan okay naman pero minsan parang pressure cooker.

While staying here, narealize ko na mas gusto ko pala sa back office lang. Hindi ko pa siguro time for a client facing type of role.

Medyo mahirap nga lang makahanap ng IT service desk role, parang feel ko kulang pa ko sa knowledge and experience.

Nagsstay lang ako sa company ko ngayon out of experience, and utang na loob dahil nahire ako. Di ko alam if papaabot pa ba ako ng 6 months, is it bad if di ako pumirma ng regularization? Masyado ba akong maarte? Mahina lang ba loob ko?