I just begged my FWB to cuck me.

I’ve been FWBs with the same guy for a while now. I feel super comfy with him, and I always enjoy spending time with him. Not going to lie, he’s a little out of my league, so I’ve always known this wasn’t going to last forever, but nevertheless i really enjoy being with this guy. He knows I’d love for him to commit to me, but he also knows that I’m aware he never would. He has options, and I’m just the easiest option, not the best option. I’m fine with that.

He sometimes would tell me about the other women he was seeing. In his mind, I’m sure he thought sharing these details kept our relationship casual, but to me, I was using these stories he’d tell me as masturbation fuel 🥲 I loved hearing about the women he was wining and dining, while I was reduced to coming over at 2 am to give him head.

Yesterday, he invited me over and while his dick was in my mouth, he casually told me that he was officially dating someone else. Ouch. After he came, i prodded for more info. He showed me pictures. Ouch x2–she was absolutely gorgeous. I made him tell me why he wanted her and not me.

And then I did it. I was so desperate, I begged him to let me be their cuck. To pay for their dates. To do their chores. To handle everything in their lives for them so they don’t have to lift a finger and can focus on one another. I told him I’d pay money to be their cuck. I’d do anything. I reassured him I understood why he chose her, but that I couldn’t lose him.

And he just laughed. Told me he’d think about it. And sent me home.

I haven’t heard back from him since then. I feel so pathetic for asking, but I’m holding onto hope that he may take me up on my offer. In reality though, I bet he’s just laughing at me with his new girlfriend. I don’t blame them.

I’m just so desperate for attention from people who are clearly WAY out of my league :( I wish it wasn’t so hard to find people willing to treat me like trash and cuck me the way I deserve. Fingers crossed my FWB or his new girlfriend decide they’re bored enough to let me pay for their dates and clean their houses. 🤞🏼