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Yesterday i was in an EMTs shift and we got a call for a dead male, it was only my 4th shift and 30 minutes after we got to the caller my sister starts crying and screaming about how our dad got into an accident.

We dont have the best relationship and we dont really get along well but we still care for eachother.

Before that my GF texted asking me if i was at a shooting scene in the city where i live and my heart started racing, i started panicing too but but my sister told me that it was a car crash not a shooting.

(Am not 100% sure about the details but ill update if i made a mistake) The crash included 2 cars and 1 delivery bike, My dads car crashed into the bike as he was running through a red light even tho convinced the light was green, the bike thrown onto another car while the biker stupidly didnt wear a helemt was thrown to the other side of thr street (about 50 meters more or less).

Today, local police invited my dad to a questioning, there they showed him a video of him going through the red light.

The biker is in a bad condistion. Got out a brain surgery.

I dont know how to deal with it, first we got the first time a saw a body which kinda trigged me and made me frezze, and then we got that dumb accident, and i need to deal with this while having asperger's and comferting my mom/sister.

This dumb mistake could destroy my whole family who is already not in the best place for money.

I dont know why am posting this, ig tell ur loved one to wear helmets while riding mike or smtn idk fml i just wann kms and be done with ts