Silent Sapphire

I don't want it to be over. We're too connected to let this be it. I feel the universe yelling at me right now. Do you? If you need time, take it. I told you I'd never leave.

I'm sorry that I lost sight of you. I was looking. I just wanted to spend time with you and I couldn't think of a reason why you wouldn't want to spend time with me or you wouldn't want to talk on the phone with me. I took your issue and made it about myself and I apologize for that. I should have said hey babe, what do I got to do to get to know you. (We got last part in a New Jersey accent) Lol

That's not even the issue. The fact is I don't know what it is. I have some suggestions on how we can still be friends. Because I do love you. More than the Sun is hot. I just don't understand why everything so hard. Why does everything have to be an issue? It's like you come into a meeting and you already know what you want to feel and you do it. I don't want to point fingers I don't want to play the victim. I want to get to the bottom of what's holding us back.

I want to be there for you. I want you to be there for me. And more than anything I want you to have a relationship with your daughter and grandchild. I know that you are going through it. I want to help you come up with the solution. I want to help you get through the days. Why do I want to do these things? Because it would make you happy. That's all I ever wanted for you. That's why I've tried so hard.

You are the love of my existence. I mean if you're moving on then I can't stop you. Just know that I tried. I tried very hard to deal. And I will continue to forge this path for us. It doesn't even matter if you're on it. It'll be there when you come back to it.

I love you unconditionally. I know you believe me I know that you can see it. I'm not going to try to contact you today, maybe in the evening. A great witch once told me sometimes the best thing to say is nothing at all.

Forever and back