Losst

I miss you

I miss the times we were together in a way the human mind isn't meant to comprehend

I miss our road trips to the snow with my daughter

I miss my mothers late night check-ins turned to alcoholic induced philosophical conversations over a rolling rock 

I miss life lessons with dad over a Volkswagen bug that I no longer own

nights under a porch lamp, or dragging you fuckers out of a bar

I miss our breakfasts together

I miss your symphonic laughter as we fail together

I miss being understood 

I miss the unadulterated faith you two had in me

I miss you watching my daughter as I worked

I miss coming home to Ryans Hope DVDs stuck into my playstation

I miss all of our fights knowing full well we had each other's best interest at heart

I miss knowing no matter what, only death would ever keep us apart

I talk to you two still on a daily basis as we live together

only as a collection of us in a different form

you two set together after life as you did during it

even after divorce you were always together

I remember I got my sense of the human condition from you both

now that you are both gone I cant lie

I'm searching for that and I am lost

I know I'm lost without you both

and the best part is I don't care to be found