44 [M4F] #Buffalo - Your curse

Welcome to your world: you're imprisoned in a cage that you can't see or get out of because you know nobody actually cares about you. Sure, they pretend they do but that's only because they want to use you. They act like they care and try and get in the way of your day to talk to you because they just hope that by being nice to you one day you'll somehow suck their dick. Sure it might seem like you have it easy when someone does you a favor but you always have to watch out that you don't get alone with them because they quickly try and get a favor back from you. You can't go to other women for help either, they just become jealous and the worst of them talk behind your back. Your world is fake and the craziest part is that no matter what you do it'll never be real because everyone around you only care about themselves, never you.

It's safe to say that knowing this has done a number on your mental well being. You've had to learn to be assertive as a survival skill so that you can get yourself out of situations quickly. You've had to come to terms with making sure you don't let others see how smart you are because they hate you even more for having looks and intelligence. You aren't sure who you hate more - the rest of the world or yourself for what you've become to survive in it. Playing dumb while strung out on anxiety and self absorption has turned you into someone you don't understand anymore. And you have nowhere else to turn.

That's where I come in. Welcome to the pretty girl sanctuary, a place where you can actually be yourself no matter who it is and get the proper guidance you need. Yes, it can sound cliche with everyone wondering how a young hot girl is with an aging man like me but you come to me because I know how to help you take control over yourself, I know how to be in your head with you. You might even hear me in there with you right now. And if you're going to be appreciated for your body it'd be nice to have someone who can appreciate your mind too - the best and the worst parts. A place you know you'll always be accepted and you can finally escape the endless game of no one to trust. I'll embrace all of your without judgment, and give you that strength you need that your can't carry by yourself.