Everyone Just Takes Themselves Away From Me

Never a reason given. Just constant deprivation of human contact. No prompting from me. No bad behavior on my part. Just constant. Of course, I get blamed for it. I don't understand what I did or didn't do. Nobody tells me anything. Nobody communicates shit. Everyone is very much like a child. Nobody wants to talk about anything of consequence. My social development consisted of talking about things of consequence. You are supposed to tell people when they did something. You are supposed to take responsibility and accountability when you do wrong, but nobody actually does that. People just ignore you and ostracize you for not growing up in a loving family. Apparently, I am worthless because I don't have a family. I am worthless because I handle my own shit. I am just worthless. At least, that's what it feels like because nobody talks to me. Everyone is just afraid of me without any actual reason.