Fibro makes me feel like I’m living in my own world

I just need to vent. I have fibro and honestly it’s not just the physical pain that gets me it’s my brain. I can’t concentrate on anything. If someone is talking to me, I zone out. If I try to watch a movie, I can’t really watch it. I’m there but not really there, just stuck in my own head.

It’s so frustrating because I don’t know if it’s my personality or if fibro is making it worse. I hate feeling controlled by anyone, I lose patience so fast, and sometimes I feel like I’m not really living in the same “pace” as everyone else around me.

I don’t even know what I’m asking for here. Just needed to get this out because it’s exhausting living like this.