6 days

I started when I was 12 and tried to quit a few times, but I couldn't. On Monday, I had a religious dream, and since then, I've felt more determined to stop. The first three days were horrible; the cravings are simply terrible. I try not to lie in bed for too long (unless it's to sleep), because the longer I'm idle, the more I feel desire. I want to get rid of it. Pornography destroyed my sexual mind. I watched so much shit that I often felt disgusted with myself. I want to end it. I no longer want to look at women as objects or have strange desires.