I miss her. Advice?

It’s been since Thursday that we’ve spoken, the night before she calls me to apologize and that she wants to be friends; at first I said yes and that we agreed to not speak again until tomorrow but then Wednesday night as I thought about it more… I told her I couldn’t be just friends because of my feelings for her are more than a friend. She wasn’t happy about it so then the following day she called me to ask me if this was goodbye and I told her I’m just only taking a step back to focus on my healing and that if she has a change of heart and wants to give our relationship another chance she can message me… so I started my no contact since Thursday and each day has become harder and harder. There’s a part of me that hopes she’ll message me saying she wants me back but of course I have to be prepared if she doesn’t.

Any advice?