I lied to my Muslim girlfriend about being successful

Me 18M have been seeing 20F. When I first met her I showed of very expensive things (I was very dumb ) like a crypto wallet and large stacks of cash a 18 yrar old shouldn't have from a family member and also shoes and dipr collection etc. The truth is im jobless and I have no idea what to do in life. She things my dad died recently and that's why I can't vist.i can't tell her oh yeah im really bot wealthy enough to see you i lied" I know im an idiot