thodi si advise dedo fam

Hi, im a 16 year old jo currently 12th me hai and school going hai (dummy nahi, KV hai), and im looking for advice. So basically, mene is saal ka lakshya jee liya for 2026 exam, and first month went perfect, time pe lectures dekh leta tha har din ke (i preferred recorded kyuki wo thoda slwo bolte hai,,1.5x suited me better). Then came my summer vacations, not a big deal, i still managed to watch the lectures and do questions. fir my parents decided to go to our village, where there's almost no network to watch lectures, and usi time the batch decided to speed up with 3 lectures/day. Now in the end of sep, im struggling a lot, kyuki backlog hai, and school me monthly test ek khatam hota nahi ki dusre ki datsheet ajati and i gotta prepare for that kyuki parents ko school me marks chahiye, and then unko drop bhi nahi karne dena mujhe. JEE ka syllabus is soo behind, maths barely 5-10% hui hai, physics me currently ray optics chal raha hai, ive managed piche ke 4 chapters, physical chemistry me ek chapter remains, organic bhi almost puri choot rakhi hai, inorganic im watching kyuki abhi recently shuru hue hai. So i dont think i'll be able to clear this year right? What im thinking now is, ki boards ka padh leta hu, ill score good, and then (MAYBE) my parents will allow me to take drop? kyuki is baar jee attempt de dunga, but i wont score even a good one, max to max 90% maybe kyuki i have some grasp on physics and somewhat chemistry, maths me i have the basics but mains k questions ki practise nahi hai. So what do you guys say?