Prayer Request

I battle with intrusive thoughts that curse God, Jesus and the Holy Spirit. These get worse when im angry or frustrated with God or Jesus or the Holy Spirit. They feel like a strong automatic impulse and I try so hard to stop it.

Today in church, I made the decision to step forward to accept Christ.

As I was repeating the salvation prayer after the preacher, these blasphemous thoughts cursing Jesus stormed my mind. I don't know if I meant them.

I don't know if my prayer for salvation was accepted by God because of these thoughts. I really want to have Jesus in my heart.

Please pray for me for these blasphemous thoughts and urges to blaspheme that I don't want to go away in the name of our Lord.