First Rule of this Game

The first rule of this game… dont fall for your AP.

A month ago we met… on here. She was flaky but holy hell we hit it off. But she would have these episodes of “reality”. Yes we are doing what society deems “wrong” but you know what? Fuck it. Not like life likes to play nice with us so why should we?

In those moments, shed delete everything and cut contact. But then shed always come back and again it was great. Amazing connection. The kind where we would actually get mad at life that it didnt bring us together before shit went sideways. The kind of connection that makes you look at all past connections and realize those werent real but this is and this was different.

The other day she even sent a long message, pouring out her feelings and it was so real and genuine that I realized we broke rule 1 and tbh i was ok with that.

Well, Im on the tail end of a trip and she has a “moment of clarity” and she has to cut it off but this time shes cold. She calls me manipulative. She tells me im nothing that she wants. She even tells me to have some dignity. That ill find someone else.

The worst part of breaking rule one… it hurts you more than anyone else in the end. Stay vigilant ppl. Be careful.

Happy Affairing 🫡