I don't really know what happened

The night before I went to bed thinking I won in life, because I was able to be around her. That day she ended things up out of nowhere.

I traveled half the world to be in the same place as her for a little while, and it lasted a week, because we're not anything anymore. Not even friends, because some stupid as**ole (me, to be clear) said it would hurt too much to still be in contact.

We talked for hours and she told she's given enough reasons, but none of them make sense to me.

And I'm broke inside, I don't know how to keep going. I'm nlt the same as two weeks ago, but not for the better. Something inside me broke down that day, and I don't know if I'll ever recover from it.