I am getting reevaluated.

I am awful at explaining things. Either I minimize my symptoms without knowing or I don't know what to say what I mean. I'm worried about the outcome these issues could cause. I'm not asking for a diagnose from Reddit. What are good ways to describe symptoms of OSDD1B?

I have noone else irl to ask for help about this. It feels like nobody will listen or try to understand and non specialists have gave their opinion that I don't have it, that "they don't see it in me." and my parents believe them without hesitation and don't bother to listen when I explain that it's probably not ideal to take their word as law as they aren’t specialized in the disorder, nor have they ever even wanted to talk to me about it.

At this point I'm so frustration I may just give up on seeking medical diagnose.