46 and finally realised I’m bi

In the late 90s I strongly admired a female singer, put it down to admiration, nothing more. I was 18, I’d never heard of bisexual.

I married at 21, children from 22, I never gave it more thought until this year. I started playing her music again in the spring and it hit me I was attracted to her. Butterflies, all kinds of emotions. Ever since then I can’t get her out of my head. Haha!

I probably sound crazy lol. She’s famous haha. I’ve no experience with a woman in real life and haven’t anyone to talk to about this. It’s so isolating and confusing.

Anyone else in the UK? Can anyone relate to how I feel?