30 [M4F] UK- Straight crossdressing, looking to chat!

So I know this won't be everyone's cup of tea, so keep scrolling if it's not for you!

I'm a normal guy, play sports, drink with friends, dull but well paid office job etc. BUT I've always had a thing for girls in sporty outfits. Intrusive thoughts win over and you wonder what it would feel like to wear some tight leggings, bit of internet shopping later and you discover that actually the outfits that I love to see girls in are actually pretty comfy- and weirdly make you feel great too!

Granted, I can't really make this sound like I'm not crazy.

Anyone you try to speak to about this assumes you are gay immediately or that you would like to put stuff up your ass. But that's no me!

I know it's something that the thought of would make most girls run in the other direction, but would love to chat to someone who either has had a similar experience or would be interested in suggesting some outfits.

To be absolutely clear, I like wearing women's clothes. I have no interest in male attention or seeing any dicks etc. But would happily talk to any other guys that have the same interests. But mostly searching for some girls to talk with, especially if anyone has anything positive to say!